{"id":2267,"date":"2023-12-03T09:30:00","date_gmt":"2023-12-03T14:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/?p=2267"},"modified":"2023-12-04T14:35:58","modified_gmt":"2023-12-04T19:35:58","slug":"all-the-light-you-cannot-see","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/index.php\/2023\/12\/03\/all-the-light-you-cannot-see\/","title":{"rendered":"All the Light You Cannot See"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Year B <em>&nbsp;&#8211; Advent 4 (A 7-Week Advent)<\/em><em><br>&nbsp;<\/em>Isaiah 64:1-9<br>&nbsp;Psalm 80:1-7, 16-18<br>&nbsp;1 Corinthians 1:3-9<br>&nbsp;Mark 13:24-37<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Joel and I recently saw\u2026 just happened to come across\u2026&nbsp; four episodes of what Netflix calls a Limited Series\u2026&nbsp; the series is based on a book by Anthony Doerr&#8230;&nbsp; and is called All the Light You Cannot See\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s set during World War II\u2026&nbsp; in a Nazi-occupied town called Saint-Malo\u2026&nbsp; which lies in the northwest corner of France\u2026&nbsp; and along the English Channel\u2026&nbsp; on the surface\u2026 it&#8217;s a story about a young blind woman\u2026&nbsp; whose world is filled with touch and sound\u2026&nbsp; and a young German orphan\u2026&nbsp; who&#8217;s pressed into military service because of his affinity for electronics\u2026&nbsp; and his ability to hone in on and decipher faint radio transmissions\u2026&nbsp; and how their lives come together\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But below the surface\u2026&nbsp; it reminds us about how we need to listen to what&#8217;s not spoken\u2026&nbsp; so we can discern what&#8217;s really being said\u2026&nbsp; and about the need for human touch\u2026&nbsp; and how to live with and for others&#8230;&nbsp;&nbsp; and how that&#8217;s inseparable from our coexistence\u2026&nbsp; and how we wait for the moments when our lives come together\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And Advent is about waiting\u2026&nbsp; but not like waiting for water to boil\u2026&nbsp; ( which seems like it will never happen )\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not about waiting for the season&#8217;s first big snowstorm\u2026&nbsp; or your baby&#8217;s first steps\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not about waiting for Godot ( who\u2026&nbsp; by the way\u2026&nbsp; never shows up )\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not about waiting for the war to be over ( though that&#8217;s something I&#8217;m certainly waiting for )\u2026&nbsp; Advent is not about waiting for that check to arrive\u2026&nbsp; or waiting for your car to warm up when its seventeen degrees outside\u2026&nbsp; or waiting for the light to turn green\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not about waiting to get through airport security\u2026&nbsp; or about that ( seemingly ) endless wait in the doctor&#8217;s office\u2026&nbsp; and here&#8217;s what may be really surprising\u2026&nbsp; Advent isn&#8217;t even about waiting for Christmas morning\u2026&nbsp; for the babe in the manger\u2026&nbsp; for the infant Jesus\u2026&nbsp; the primary focus of Advent\u2026&nbsp; the whole intent of the season\u2026&nbsp; the thing for which we wait\u2026&nbsp; is the moment that makes sense out of all our other moments\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s the focus of our Christian hope\u2026&nbsp; represented by the full manifestation of the Reign of God established in Christ\u2026&nbsp; and all throughout Advent\u2026&nbsp; however long it is\u2026&nbsp; this is the focus of our Sunday morning readings\u2026&nbsp; only in the last week do these readings begin to shift from a focus on eschatology ( or end-times )\u2026&nbsp; to that of incarnation\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In 1990\u2026&nbsp; my former wife and I\u2026&nbsp; along with our two-year-old daughter\u2026 moved from Iowa back to Ohio\u2026&nbsp; and lived for a season with my mother-in-law\u2026&nbsp; even in the best of circumstances\u2026&nbsp; that can be a real challenge\u2026&nbsp; but because she came out of a dysfunctional and abusive marriage\u2026&nbsp; with great regularity\u2026&nbsp; she spoke shame and invalidation to our daughter&#8230;&nbsp; for example\u2026&nbsp; one evening Rachel felt afraid because of a noise she heard outside her bedroom window\u2026&nbsp; and her grandmother said\u2026&nbsp; <em>What&#8217;s the matter with you\u2026&nbsp; there&#8217;s nothing out there<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; instead of something like\u2026&nbsp; <em>Oh honey\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s OK\u2026 come here\u2026&nbsp; Grandma will keep you safe<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and one evening\u2026&nbsp; when I had had enough\u2026&nbsp; I calmly\u2026&nbsp; well\u2026&nbsp; as calmly as I could\u2026&nbsp; told her that that kind of interaction was not OK with her mother and me\u2026&nbsp; that Rachel might think that something was wrong with her\u2026&nbsp; since she knew quite well how she felt\u2026&nbsp; but one of her primary caregivers was telling her there was no good reason to feel that way\u2026&nbsp; I wanted her grandmother to see\u2026&nbsp; to understand something that even a young blind woman could understand\u2026&nbsp; but instead\u2026&nbsp; she said\u2026&nbsp; <em>So you&#8217;re telling me I&#8217;m stupid<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and in that moment\u2026&nbsp; it seemed as though her cosmos shifted\u2026&nbsp; and not in a good way\u2026&nbsp; she had the proverbial rug pulled out from under her\u2026&nbsp; and it may have felt to her\u2026&nbsp; like the sun was darkened and the stars fell from the heavens\u2026&nbsp; she just didn&#8217;t have a frame of reference to see what I was sharing with her\u2026&nbsp; and she didn&#8217;t seem interested in understanding\u2026&nbsp; she didn&#8217;t want to see the light she couldn&#8217;t see\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>During seminary I went on a four-day silent retreat at the monastery in Kentucky where Thomas Merton lived\u2026&nbsp; and we were invited to attend\u2026&nbsp; at least once\u2026&nbsp; each of the seven Daily Office services throughout the day\u2026&nbsp; and except for worship\u2026&nbsp; there was only one hour\u2026&nbsp; in a meeting led by one of the monks\u2026 when we might speak\u2026&nbsp; and as the sounds of the city faded\u2026&nbsp; and the warp and woof of our social chatter was peeled away\u2026&nbsp; it became easier to experience the words of Ps. 46:10\u2026&nbsp; <em>Be still\u2026&nbsp; and know that I am God<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and to hear and feel that still small voice rise up within me\u2026&nbsp; and I was reminded of the desert mothers and fathers\u2026&nbsp; who left behind the distractions of the cities\u2026&nbsp; in order to become aware of\u2026&nbsp; and remain awake to\u2026&nbsp; what the Spirit was saying\u2026&nbsp; in fact\u2026&nbsp; the silence became so comfortable\u2026&nbsp; that when I left the Abbey\u2026&nbsp; it almost took too much effort to speak\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The first few lines of this morning&#8217;s Gospel lesson come after Jesus&#8217; predictions in vv. 1 &#8211; 23 about the Temple&#8217;s destruction\u2026&nbsp; and the persecutions which would follow\u2026&nbsp; but he says that just as you know that summer is near when you see the budding fig tree\u2026&nbsp; you&#8217;ll also know that the Son of Man is near when the sun is darkened\u2026&nbsp; and the moon won&#8217;t give its light\u2026&nbsp; and the stars fall from heaven\u2026&nbsp; those things haven&#8217;t happened yet\u2026&nbsp; and we&#8217;re told that no one knows when they will\u2026&nbsp; not the angels in heaven\u2026&nbsp; or even the Son\u2026&nbsp; but only the Father\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But even so\u2026&nbsp; there are things which happen in the world\u2026&nbsp; and in our lives\u2026&nbsp; that feel as final and as consequential\u2026&nbsp; as these cosmic events\u2026&nbsp; and which seem to come out of nowhere\u2026 like a thief in the night\u2026&nbsp; perhaps like the corrective I shared with my mother-in-law all those years ago\u2026&nbsp; or like Hamas&#8217; October 7th attack on Israel\u2026&nbsp; like the moments in Ukraine when bombs fall\u2026&nbsp; or like an unexpected cancer diagnosis\u2026&nbsp; or the death of a friend or loved one\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But the Gospel reassures us\u2026&nbsp; Jesus reassures us\u2026&nbsp; that when things like these take place\u2026&nbsp; he is near\u2026&nbsp; at the very gates\u2026&nbsp; and while these gates may be like the gate between life and death through which we&#8217;ll all pass\u2026&nbsp; they&#8217;re also the gates through which we pass when we have an epiphany and become increasingly aware\u2026&nbsp; alert\u2026&nbsp; and awake\u2026&nbsp; because it&#8217;s when we are cracked open\u2026&nbsp; when we reach a new kind of impasse\u2026&nbsp; when how we used to respond no longer works\u2026&nbsp; that we can be open to see and hear more of God&#8217;s Wisdom and Truth\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As Christians\u2026&nbsp; and maybe especially during Advent\u2026&nbsp; we find ourselves waiting to see All the Light We Cannot See\u2026&nbsp; and hear those faint impulses of the Spirit\u2026&nbsp; and I think that for the vast majority of us\u2026&nbsp; the light we can see\u2026&nbsp; is like the small tip of an iceberg which floats above the ocean&#8217;s surface\u2026&nbsp; and the sounds we can hear\u2026&nbsp; are like an old AM radio with a faltering battery located in the middle of nowhere\u2026&nbsp; but that the majority of that light and sound\u2026&nbsp; is waiting to be seen by eyes which don&#8217;t depend on the visible light spectrum\u2026&nbsp; and to be heard by ears which don&#8217;t depend on sound waves transmitted through the air\u2026&nbsp; but which see and hear in other&#8230; more inward and spiritual ways\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The story of the cosmos will end safely\u2026&nbsp; lovingly\u2026&nbsp; and securely\u2026&nbsp; in Jesus&#8217; hands\u2026&nbsp; though we don&#8217;t know when\u2026&nbsp; the earliest Christians thought Jesus would return in their lifetimes\u2026&nbsp; but it may not be for a billion more years\u2026&nbsp; it doesn&#8217;t matter when though\u2026&nbsp; our waiting will not be in vain\u2026&nbsp; because while Heaven and earth may pass away\u2026&nbsp; Jesus will be waiting for us at the gate\u2026 &nbsp;and his words\u2026&nbsp; and our relationship with him\u2026&nbsp; will endure beyond space and time\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Year B &nbsp;&#8211; Advent 4 (A 7-Week Advent)&nbsp;Isaiah 64:1-9&nbsp;Psalm 80:1-7, 16-18&nbsp;1 Corinthians 1:3-9&nbsp;Mark 13:24-37 May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026 Joel and I recently saw\u2026 just happened to come across\u2026&nbsp; four episodes of what Netflix calls a Limited Series\u2026&nbsp; the series is based on a book by Anthony Doerr&#8230;&nbsp; and is called All the Light You Cannot See\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s set during World War II\u2026&nbsp; in a Nazi-occupied town called Saint-Malo\u2026&nbsp; which lies in the northwest corner of France\u2026&nbsp; and along the English Channel\u2026&nbsp; on the surface\u2026 it&#8217;s a story about a young blind woman\u2026&nbsp; whose world is filled with touch and sound\u2026&nbsp; and a young German orphan\u2026&nbsp; who&#8217;s pressed into military service because of his affinity for electronics\u2026&nbsp; and his ability to hone in on and decipher faint radio transmissions\u2026&nbsp; and how their lives come together\u2026 But below the surface\u2026&nbsp; it reminds us about how we need to listen to what&#8217;s not spoken\u2026&nbsp; so we can discern what&#8217;s really being said\u2026&nbsp; and about the need for human touch\u2026&nbsp; and how to live with and for others&#8230;&nbsp;&nbsp; and how that&#8217;s inseparable from our coexistence\u2026&nbsp; and how we wait for the moments when our lives come together\u2026&nbsp; And Advent is about waiting\u2026&nbsp; but not like waiting for water to boil\u2026&nbsp; ( which seems like it will never happen )\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not about waiting for the season&#8217;s first big snowstorm\u2026&nbsp; or your baby&#8217;s first steps\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not about waiting for Godot ( who\u2026&nbsp; by the way\u2026&nbsp; never shows up )\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not about waiting for the war to be over ( though that&#8217;s something I&#8217;m certainly waiting for )\u2026&nbsp; Advent is not about waiting for that check to arrive\u2026&nbsp; or waiting for your car to warm up when its seventeen degrees outside\u2026&nbsp; or waiting for the light to turn green\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not about waiting to get through airport security\u2026&nbsp; or about that ( seemingly ) endless wait in the doctor&#8217;s office\u2026&nbsp; and here&#8217;s what may be really surprising\u2026&nbsp; Advent isn&#8217;t even about waiting for Christmas morning\u2026&nbsp; for the babe in the manger\u2026&nbsp; for the infant Jesus\u2026&nbsp; the primary focus of Advent\u2026&nbsp; the whole intent of the season\u2026&nbsp; the thing for which we wait\u2026&nbsp; is the moment that makes sense out of all our other moments\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s the focus of our Christian hope\u2026&nbsp; represented by the full manifestation of the Reign of God established in Christ\u2026&nbsp; and all throughout Advent\u2026&nbsp; however long it is\u2026&nbsp; this is the focus of our Sunday morning readings\u2026&nbsp; only in the last week do these readings begin to shift from a focus on eschatology ( or end-times )\u2026&nbsp; to that of incarnation\u2026 In 1990\u2026&nbsp; my former wife and I\u2026&nbsp; along with our two-year-old daughter\u2026 moved from Iowa back to Ohio\u2026&nbsp; and lived for a season with my mother-in-law\u2026&nbsp; even in the best of circumstances\u2026&nbsp; that can be a real challenge\u2026&nbsp; but because she came out of a dysfunctional and abusive marriage\u2026&nbsp; with great regularity\u2026&nbsp; she spoke shame and invalidation to our daughter&#8230;&nbsp; for example\u2026&nbsp; one evening Rachel felt afraid because of a noise she heard outside her bedroom window\u2026&nbsp; and her grandmother said\u2026&nbsp; What&#8217;s the matter with you\u2026&nbsp; there&#8217;s nothing out there\u2026&nbsp; instead of something like\u2026&nbsp; Oh honey\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s OK\u2026 come here\u2026&nbsp; Grandma will keep you safe\u2026&nbsp; and one evening\u2026&nbsp; when I had had enough\u2026&nbsp; I calmly\u2026&nbsp; well\u2026&nbsp; as calmly as I could\u2026&nbsp; told her that that kind of interaction was not OK with her mother and me\u2026&nbsp; that Rachel might think that something was wrong with her\u2026&nbsp; since she knew quite well how she felt\u2026&nbsp; but one of her primary caregivers was telling her there was no good reason to feel that way\u2026&nbsp; I wanted her grandmother to see\u2026&nbsp; to understand something that even a young blind woman could understand\u2026&nbsp; but instead\u2026&nbsp; she said\u2026&nbsp; So you&#8217;re telling me I&#8217;m stupid\u2026&nbsp; and in that moment\u2026&nbsp; it seemed as though her cosmos shifted\u2026&nbsp; and not in a good way\u2026&nbsp; she had the proverbial rug pulled out from under her\u2026&nbsp; and it may have felt to her\u2026&nbsp; like the sun was darkened and the stars fell from the heavens\u2026&nbsp; she just didn&#8217;t have a frame of reference to see what I was sharing with her\u2026&nbsp; and she didn&#8217;t seem interested in understanding\u2026&nbsp; she didn&#8217;t want to see the light she couldn&#8217;t see\u2026 During seminary I went on a four-day silent retreat at the monastery in Kentucky where Thomas Merton lived\u2026&nbsp; and we were invited to attend\u2026&nbsp; at least once\u2026&nbsp; each of the seven Daily Office services throughout the day\u2026&nbsp; and except for worship\u2026&nbsp; there was only one hour\u2026&nbsp; in a meeting led by one of the monks\u2026 when we might speak\u2026&nbsp; and as the sounds of the city faded\u2026&nbsp; and the warp and woof of our social chatter was peeled away\u2026&nbsp; it became easier to experience the words of Ps. 46:10\u2026&nbsp; Be still\u2026&nbsp; and know that I am God\u2026&nbsp; and to hear and feel that still small voice rise up within me\u2026&nbsp; and I was reminded of the desert mothers and fathers\u2026&nbsp; who left behind the distractions of the cities\u2026&nbsp; in order to become aware of\u2026&nbsp; and remain awake to\u2026&nbsp; what the Spirit was saying\u2026&nbsp; in fact\u2026&nbsp; the silence became so comfortable\u2026&nbsp; that when I left the Abbey\u2026&nbsp; it almost took too much effort to speak\u2026 The first few lines of this morning&#8217;s Gospel lesson come after Jesus&#8217; predictions in vv. 1 &#8211; 23 about the Temple&#8217;s destruction\u2026&nbsp; and the persecutions which would follow\u2026&nbsp; but he says that just as you know that summer is near when you see the budding fig tree\u2026&nbsp; you&#8217;ll also know that the Son of Man is near when the sun is darkened\u2026&nbsp; and the moon won&#8217;t give its light\u2026&nbsp; and the stars fall from heaven\u2026&nbsp; those things haven&#8217;t happened yet\u2026&nbsp; and we&#8217;re told that no one knows when they will\u2026&nbsp; not the angels in heaven\u2026&nbsp; or even the Son\u2026&nbsp; but only the Father\u2026&nbsp; But even so\u2026&nbsp; there are things which happen in the world\u2026&nbsp; 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