{"id":2129,"date":"2023-07-23T09:30:00","date_gmt":"2023-07-23T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/?p=2129"},"modified":"2023-07-25T16:03:19","modified_gmt":"2023-07-25T20:03:19","slug":"both-sides-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/index.php\/2023\/07\/23\/both-sides-now\/","title":{"rendered":"Both Sides Now"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Year A<br> Genesis 28:10-19a<br> Psalm 139: 1-11, 22-23<br> Romans 8:12-25<br> Matthew 13:24-30,36-43<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I struggle\u2026&nbsp; I struggle making some decisions\u2026&nbsp; even though my Myers Briggs personality test indicates that I can make decisions quickly&#8230;&nbsp; I&#8217;m an INFJ\u2026 my human mind interprets data\u2026&nbsp; too often out of context\u2026&nbsp; far too often without all of the information or the whole picture\u2026&nbsp; jumping to conclusions\u2026&nbsp; but remaining steadfastly confident or maybe even certain\u2026&nbsp; that its interpretations are correct\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I struggle making some decisions\u2026&nbsp; because I live in a culture\u2026&nbsp; and within a society\u2026&nbsp; which expects clarity\u2026&nbsp; in almost all things\u2026&nbsp; which equates certainty with strong leadership\u2026&nbsp; and where options considered too carefully may be considered a weakness\u2026&nbsp; and where waffling is a highway to failure\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I struggle\u2026&nbsp; because some forks in the road don&#8217;t seem to offer win \/ win outcomes\u2026&nbsp; or even win \/ lose outcomes\u2026&nbsp; but only what seem to be lose \/ lose outcomes\u2026&nbsp; I struggle because I can often see both sides of a situation\u2026&nbsp; like in the song Both Sides Now by Joni Mitchell\u2026&nbsp; I struggle because in the language of Ignatian spirituality\u2026&nbsp; some things which would clearly seem to provide consolation\u2026&nbsp; might in the long run cause desolation\u2026 and those things which at first glance would seem to provide desolation\u2026&nbsp; might also in the long run\u2026&nbsp; be deeply consoling\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For example\u2026 during my middle year of seminary\u2026&nbsp; when I began my period of Field Education\u2026&nbsp; my clergy supervisor asked me what kind of project I wanted to do\u2026&nbsp; and I blurted out almost without thinking\u2026&nbsp; <em>Well\u2026&nbsp; nothing in a prison<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and so of course\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s just exactly what I did\u2026&nbsp; I designed a six week course in the basics of Family Systems Theory\u2026&nbsp; and presented it to a group of twenty-two inmates at the Marion Correctional Institution\u2026&nbsp; a medium-security prison in Marion, Ohio\u2026&nbsp; and what started out as something which I felt certain would cause desolation\u2026&nbsp; or even bodily harm\u2026&nbsp; ended up being consoling\u2026&nbsp; not only to me\u2026&nbsp; but to those twenty-two men\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In our passage from Genesis\u2026&nbsp; we meet Jacob as he is fleeing for his life\u2026&nbsp; only to encounter God\u2026&nbsp; the name given to him at birth\u2026&nbsp; means\u2026 &nbsp;<em>he takes by the heel\u2026<\/em>&nbsp; simply put\u2026&nbsp; Jacob is a heel\u2026&nbsp; a grabby\u2026&nbsp; despicable\u2026&nbsp; and unscrupulous cheat\u2026 ]&nbsp; we&#8217;ve already heard how he exploited his brother\u2019s hunger&#8230;&nbsp; and he will conspire to defraud his brother of his rightful blessing\u2026 &nbsp;because he replaces familial love and duty\u2026&nbsp; with greed\u2026&nbsp; and so the place where we meet him this morning\u2026&nbsp; &nbsp;has more to do with his figurative situation\u2026&nbsp; than with geography\u2026&nbsp; though he is certainly\u2026 &nbsp;<em>in a bad place<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; a fugitive from his own injustice and the vengeful fury of his own twin\u2026&nbsp; we find Jacob in all his corrupted humanity\u2026&nbsp; and we must be gracious with his more primitive theology\u2026&nbsp; because at this stage of his community&#8217;s life\u2026&nbsp; before his encounter with YHWH\u2026&nbsp; Jacob held the common ancient belief\u2026 &nbsp;<em>that gods lived in stones<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; something Paul later rejects\u2026&nbsp; and throughout the Jewish scriptures\u2026&nbsp; there are at least sixteen references to the special treatment given to stones\u2026&nbsp; by God&#8217;s people\u2026 that&#8217;s why Jacob erected his pillow\u2026&nbsp; into a pillar\u2026&nbsp; and anointed it with oil\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I mentioned Ignatian spirituality a few moments ago\u2026&nbsp; and to help us choose something which in the end will be consoling\u2026&nbsp; and to avoid choosing something which in the end will cause desolation\u2026&nbsp; we must discern carefully\u2026&nbsp; slowly\u2026 &nbsp;thoroughly\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; sometimes over weeks\u2026&nbsp; or months\u2026&nbsp; and depending on the decision we need to make\u2026&nbsp; over years\u2026&nbsp; and often at odds with a structure which equates speed with efficiency\u2026&nbsp; certainty with power\u2026&nbsp; and domination with legitimacy\u2026&nbsp; qualities wholly at odds with Jesus&#8217; patience\u2026&nbsp; his asking others what they needed or wanted\u2026&nbsp; and a consistent deference to God&#8217;s will being done\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And as we move towards today&#8217;s Gospel\u2026&nbsp; we ought not be surprised then\u2026&nbsp; that there are weeds among the wheat\u2026&nbsp; weeds which are sown by the powers of the world\u2026&nbsp; by the power of Empire which is almost wholly in opposition to God&#8217;s kingdom\u2026&nbsp; because the field in which these weeds are sown\u2026&nbsp; is our world\u2026&nbsp; our culture and society\u2026&nbsp; our political sphere\u2026&nbsp; and yes\u2026&nbsp; even though the Word of God takes root in the imperfect field of our communities\u2026&nbsp; in our churches and congregations\u2026&nbsp; ]&nbsp; some of which are being choked out by the culture wars in which we are embroiled\u2026&nbsp; with questions about who&#8217;s sowing what\u2026&nbsp; and we wonder not only how to name them\u2026&nbsp; but more importantly\u2026&nbsp; how will we continue to grow alongside them\u2026 ]&nbsp; and who do we trust more than God\u2026&nbsp; to determine what&#8217;s wheat and what&#8217;s weeds\u2026&nbsp; and so let&#8217;s not be too hasty to fix what seems to be wrong\u2026&nbsp; because the truth is\u2026&nbsp; we don&#8217;t always know what&#8217;s of God and what&#8217;s not\u2026 &nbsp;because justice and injustice exist together all the time\u2026&nbsp; so what we must ask is whether we&#8217;re as patient as God is\u2026&nbsp; and whether we&#8217;re willing to play the long game\u2026&nbsp; because the church is not the best place to make quick changes in society\u2026 ] in the work of justice\u2026&nbsp; the church has been late to the party in sometimes catastrophic ways\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not built for rapid change\u2026&nbsp; because part of rapid change\u2026 &nbsp;is the false division between who&#8217;s in and who&#8217;s out\u2026&nbsp; and because\u2026&nbsp; if we&#8217;re wrong\u2026&nbsp; we run the risk of uprooting the vulnerable and marginalized\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And like the four kinds of soil inside each one of us\u2026&nbsp; there are weeds among our wheat\u2026&nbsp; weeds among the good fruit we bear&#8230;&nbsp; weeds which might\u2026&nbsp; in any given moment incite us to think unkind thoughts about our neighbors or ourselves\u2026&nbsp; or to commit some evil\u2026&nbsp; like Jacob did\u2026&nbsp; weeds which might feed our hypocrisy\u2026&nbsp; because the weeds sown by the powers opposed to God are everywhere\u2026&nbsp; and while the world might direct us to deny our weeds\u2026&nbsp; or pluck them out and hide them\u2026&nbsp; God&#8217;s kingdom is different\u2026&nbsp; Jesus is patient\u2026&nbsp; and there is room for redemption\u2026&nbsp; and God is willing to let all the weeds grow\u2026&nbsp; rather than risk uprooting a single stalk of wheat\u2026&nbsp; because maybe our weeds are the mistakes we make\u2026&nbsp; without which\u2026&nbsp; along with our free will\u2026&nbsp; we could not grow\u2026&nbsp; maybe the weeds are the regrets we bear\u2026&nbsp; without which\u2026&nbsp; along with our free will\u2026 &nbsp;we could not bear any fruit\u2026&nbsp; and so to tear them out\u2026&nbsp; would be to tear out those things which make us\u2026&nbsp; us\u2026 &nbsp;when the harvest comes\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Natalie Wigg-Stevenson\u2026&nbsp; who teaches at Emmanuel College in Toronto\u2026&nbsp; writes\u2026&nbsp; Martin Luther argued that we are simultaneously saint and sinner\u2026&nbsp; and so this parable is more a welcome promise\u2026&nbsp; than a dire warning\u2026&nbsp; a promise that God\u2019s refining fire\u2026&nbsp; won&#8217;t burn us away\u2026&nbsp; but will simply burn away all our sin\u2026 &nbsp;so we can be fully in God\u2019s presence\u2026 &nbsp;at the last\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So how will this parable grow within us\u2026&nbsp; and as we understand it more and more\u2026&nbsp; we will also realize that we still have so much to learn\u2026&nbsp; and as we do\u2026&nbsp; we will be able to let go of Empire&#8217;s grasp and its expectations\u2026&nbsp; and embrace God&#8217;s patience\u2026&nbsp; discernment\u2026&nbsp; and will\u2026&nbsp; and the freedoms they bring\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Year A Genesis 28:10-19a Psalm 139: 1-11, 22-23 Romans 8:12-25 Matthew 13:24-30,36-43 May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026 I struggle\u2026&nbsp; I struggle making some decisions\u2026&nbsp; even though my Myers Briggs personality test indicates that I can make decisions quickly&#8230;&nbsp; I&#8217;m an INFJ\u2026 my human mind interprets data\u2026&nbsp; too often out of context\u2026&nbsp; far too often without all of the information or the whole picture\u2026&nbsp; jumping to conclusions\u2026&nbsp; but remaining steadfastly confident or maybe even certain\u2026&nbsp; that its interpretations are correct\u2026 I struggle making some decisions\u2026&nbsp; because I live in a culture\u2026&nbsp; and within a society\u2026&nbsp; which expects clarity\u2026&nbsp; in almost all things\u2026&nbsp; which equates certainty with strong leadership\u2026&nbsp; and where options considered too carefully may be considered a weakness\u2026&nbsp; and where waffling is a highway to failure\u2026 I struggle\u2026&nbsp; because some forks in the road don&#8217;t seem to offer win \/ win outcomes\u2026&nbsp; or even win \/ lose outcomes\u2026&nbsp; but only what seem to be lose \/ lose outcomes\u2026&nbsp; I struggle because I can often see both sides of a situation\u2026&nbsp; like in the song Both Sides Now by Joni Mitchell\u2026&nbsp; I struggle because in the language of Ignatian spirituality\u2026&nbsp; some things which would clearly seem to provide consolation\u2026&nbsp; might in the long run cause desolation\u2026 and those things which at first glance would seem to provide desolation\u2026&nbsp; might also in the long run\u2026&nbsp; be deeply consoling\u2026 For example\u2026 during my middle year of seminary\u2026&nbsp; when I began my period of Field Education\u2026&nbsp; my clergy supervisor asked me what kind of project I wanted to do\u2026&nbsp; and I blurted out almost without thinking\u2026&nbsp; Well\u2026&nbsp; nothing in a prison\u2026&nbsp; and so of course\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s just exactly what I did\u2026&nbsp; I designed a six week course in the basics of Family Systems Theory\u2026&nbsp; and presented it to a group of twenty-two inmates at the Marion Correctional Institution\u2026&nbsp; a medium-security prison in Marion, Ohio\u2026&nbsp; and what started out as something which I felt certain would cause desolation\u2026&nbsp; or even bodily harm\u2026&nbsp; ended up being consoling\u2026&nbsp; not only to me\u2026&nbsp; but to those twenty-two men\u2026 In our passage from Genesis\u2026&nbsp; we meet Jacob as he is fleeing for his life\u2026&nbsp; only to encounter God\u2026&nbsp; the name given to him at birth\u2026&nbsp; means\u2026 &nbsp;he takes by the heel\u2026&nbsp; simply put\u2026&nbsp; Jacob is a heel\u2026&nbsp; a grabby\u2026&nbsp; despicable\u2026&nbsp; and unscrupulous cheat\u2026 ]&nbsp; we&#8217;ve already heard how he exploited his brother\u2019s hunger&#8230;&nbsp; and he will conspire to defraud his brother of his rightful blessing\u2026 &nbsp;because he replaces familial love and duty\u2026&nbsp; with greed\u2026&nbsp; and so the place where we meet him this morning\u2026&nbsp; &nbsp;has more to do with his figurative situation\u2026&nbsp; than with geography\u2026&nbsp; though he is certainly\u2026 &nbsp;in a bad place\u2026&nbsp; a fugitive from his own injustice and the vengeful fury of his own twin\u2026&nbsp; we find Jacob in all his corrupted humanity\u2026&nbsp; and we must be gracious with his more primitive theology\u2026&nbsp; because at this stage of his community&#8217;s life\u2026&nbsp; before his encounter with YHWH\u2026&nbsp; Jacob held the common ancient belief\u2026 &nbsp;that gods lived in stones\u2026&nbsp; something Paul later rejects\u2026&nbsp; and throughout the Jewish scriptures\u2026&nbsp; there are at least sixteen references to the special treatment given to stones\u2026&nbsp; by God&#8217;s people\u2026 that&#8217;s why Jacob erected his pillow\u2026&nbsp; into a pillar\u2026&nbsp; and anointed it with oil\u2026&nbsp; I mentioned Ignatian spirituality a few moments ago\u2026&nbsp; and to help us choose something which in the end will be consoling\u2026&nbsp; and to avoid choosing something which in the end will cause desolation\u2026&nbsp; we must discern carefully\u2026&nbsp; slowly\u2026 &nbsp;thoroughly\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; sometimes over weeks\u2026&nbsp; or months\u2026&nbsp; and depending on the decision we need to make\u2026&nbsp; over years\u2026&nbsp; and often at odds with a structure which equates speed with efficiency\u2026&nbsp; certainty with power\u2026&nbsp; and domination with legitimacy\u2026&nbsp; qualities wholly at odds with Jesus&#8217; patience\u2026&nbsp; his asking others what they needed or wanted\u2026&nbsp; and a consistent deference to God&#8217;s will being done\u2026 And as we move towards today&#8217;s Gospel\u2026&nbsp; we ought not be surprised then\u2026&nbsp; that there are weeds among the wheat\u2026&nbsp; weeds which are sown by the powers of the world\u2026&nbsp; by the power of Empire which is almost wholly in opposition to God&#8217;s kingdom\u2026&nbsp; because the field in which these weeds are sown\u2026&nbsp; is our world\u2026&nbsp; our culture and society\u2026&nbsp; our political sphere\u2026&nbsp; and yes\u2026&nbsp; even though the Word of God takes root in the imperfect field of our communities\u2026&nbsp; in our churches and congregations\u2026&nbsp; ]&nbsp; some of which are being choked out by the culture wars in which we are embroiled\u2026&nbsp; with questions about who&#8217;s sowing what\u2026&nbsp; and we wonder not only how to name them\u2026&nbsp; but more importantly\u2026&nbsp; how will we continue to grow alongside them\u2026 ]&nbsp; and who do we trust more than God\u2026&nbsp; 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