{"id":2052,"date":"2023-04-30T09:30:00","date_gmt":"2023-04-30T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/?p=2052"},"modified":"2023-05-05T16:09:39","modified_gmt":"2023-05-05T20:09:39","slug":"gatekeepers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/index.php\/2023\/04\/30\/gatekeepers\/","title":{"rendered":"Gatekeepers"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Year A<br>&nbsp;Acts 2:42-47<br>&nbsp;Psalm 23<br>&nbsp;1 Peter 2:19-25<br>&nbsp;John 10:1-10<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A gatekeeper is a person who controls access to something\u2026&nbsp; for example\u2026&nbsp; someone who allows or denies access to an ancient city\u2026&nbsp; or a bouncer at a nightclub\u2026&nbsp; or more abstractly\u2026&nbsp; some who controls access to a category\u2026&nbsp; like whether or not you&#8217;re a member\u2026&nbsp; gatekeepers determine who&#8217;s in\u2026&nbsp; and who&#8217;s out\u2026&nbsp; and there are gatekeepers at places like Children&#8217;s Hospital\u2026&nbsp; sometimes called Security\u2026&nbsp; there are TSA gates at the airport before you get to your gate\u2026&nbsp; there&#8217;s the Gateway to the West in St. Louis\u2026&nbsp; there are horses lining up at the gate\u2026&nbsp; in many ways our elected officials are gateways to the federal government\u2026&nbsp; in many denominations\u2026&nbsp; in many parishes\u2026&nbsp; baptism is the gate though which we must pass in order to get to another kind of gate\u2026&nbsp; the altar rail\u2026&nbsp; and Jesus is the gate to the Father\u2026&nbsp; to the Kingdom of God\u2026&nbsp; and to eternal and abundant life\u2026&nbsp; and calling someone by name is a gateway to relationship\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think I&#8217;ve told the story before\u2026&nbsp; about how when my former wife was pregnant\u2026&nbsp; I spoke to our daughter\u2026&nbsp; called her by name\u2026&nbsp; told her stories\u2026&nbsp; played music for her\u2026&nbsp; told her that she was already our beloved\u2026&nbsp; in a small way\u2026 &nbsp;I had called my own\u2026&nbsp; and within minutes of her birth\u2026&nbsp; the very first time she heard me speak\u2026&nbsp; she immediately turned her head in the direction of my voice\u2026&nbsp; she knew it&#8217;s sound\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Today&#8217;s Gospel makes us yearn to hear God&#8217;s voice in this way too\u2026&nbsp; we want God to speak directly to us\u2026&nbsp; for God&#8217;s face to be close to ours\u2026&nbsp; we want God to speak to us from a burning bush\u2026&nbsp; we want God to speak to us from the clouds\u2026&nbsp; even though some will say it was just thunder\u2026&nbsp; &nbsp;we want our eardrums to vibrate with the melody of God&#8217;s love song\u2026 &nbsp;and we want God&#8217;s ear to be close to our mouths\u2026&nbsp; we want to be the beloved sheep\u2026&nbsp; the one God will come looking for when we get lost\u2026&nbsp; and the truth is\u2026 &nbsp;we are\u2026&nbsp; ] in spite of what the world sometimes says\u2026&nbsp; we know that deep in our souls\u2026 &nbsp;but we are like sheep\u2026&nbsp; and sheep are wanderers by nature\u2026&nbsp; they&#8217;re curious\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s why they get lost and why shepherds need to go find them\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And one of the ways we get lost\u2026&nbsp; is when we pay more attention to voices other than the still small voice of God within us\u2026&nbsp; when we believe judgment more than we believe forgiveness\u2026&nbsp; when we believe the voices of the world which yell curses\u2026&nbsp; more than that we are God&#8217;s beloved in whom God is well pleased&#8230;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And although we generally dislike the idea of having a shepherd looking over our shoulder\u2026&nbsp; no matter how grown up we think we are\u2026&nbsp; we continue to need God&#8217;s guidance\u2026&nbsp; no matter how much we like our independence\u2026&nbsp; we can&#8217;t do it alone\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s why we have community\u2026&nbsp; ] but we do have free will\u2026 &nbsp;and sheep do not\u2026&nbsp; we have the blessing and the challenge of free will\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Almost twenty years ago\u2026&nbsp; when I was taking Education for Ministry\u2026&nbsp; an idea came to me\u2026&nbsp; it may sound a bit radical\u2026 &nbsp;but it&#8217;s based on the Hebrew name Emmanuel\u2026&nbsp; God with us\u2026&nbsp; and I call the idea Spiritual Anarchy\u2026&nbsp; it means that deep within us\u2026&nbsp; we already know what we need for healing and wholeness\u2026&nbsp; that we already have some sense of God&#8217;s truth for our lives\u2026&nbsp; but sometimes it can take YEARS for us to name what we need\u2026&nbsp; and then maybe even longer to speak it out\u2026&nbsp; even if our voice shakes\u2026&nbsp; but once we name it\u2026&nbsp; and once we speak it out\u2026&nbsp; there are others who have walked that road and who can be supportive\u2026&nbsp; or help us heal\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I call it Spiritual Anarchy\u2026&nbsp; because within different religious frameworks\u2026&nbsp; it can look like we&#8217;re going against the flow\u2026&nbsp; against the grain\u2026&nbsp; it can look like we&#8217;re wandering off\u2026&nbsp; and the people in our lives\u2026&nbsp; and the institutions to which we belong\u2026&nbsp; may not trust that we know what&#8217;s best for us\u2026&nbsp; and it&#8217;s true\u2026&nbsp; we may get lost\u2026&nbsp; we may make mistakes\u2026&nbsp; but Jesus will guide us back\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And part of where the idea came from\u2026&nbsp; was that when I decided to join the Episcopal Church\u2026&nbsp; it was because I learned about Richard Hooker&#8217;s three-legged stool\u2026 &nbsp;which represents scripture\u2026&nbsp; tradition\u2026&nbsp; and reason\u2026&nbsp; and all three provide the stability from which we can navigate our journey on The Way\u2026&nbsp; and the leg of the stool which represents reason is another way of saying that the church doesn&#8217;t expect us to check our brains at the door\u2026&nbsp; but trusts us enough to puzzle through our way toward God&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In today&#8217;s Gospel\u2026&nbsp; Jesus first states the obvious\u2026&nbsp; the shepherd enters the sheepfold through the gate\u2026&nbsp; and the sheep know his voice and will follow him\u2026&nbsp; and then\u2026&nbsp; in one of his &#8220;I am&#8221; statements\u2026&nbsp; Jesus reveals himself as the gate\u2026&nbsp; as the opening through which we must pass on our way to God\u2026&nbsp; when he does this\u2026&nbsp; he says that one&#8217;s place in the sheepfold and as a member of the flock\u2026&nbsp; is determined by one&#8217;s relationship to Jesus as the gate\u2026&nbsp; because it&#8217;s through this gate\u2026 &nbsp;through Jesus&#8217; way of being\u2026&nbsp; that we are given salvation and abundant life\u2026&nbsp; and Jesus may be the gate through which we need to pass\u2026&nbsp; but he&#8217;s all about welcoming everyone\u2026&nbsp; not keeping anyone out\u2026&nbsp; ]&nbsp; and Jesus&#8217; use of pastoral imagery here\u2026&nbsp; is based in Ezekiel 34\u2026&nbsp; where the kings of Israel were the bad shepherds who endangered and exploited the flock\u2026&nbsp; and where God is the good shepherd who rescues the sheep and places them in the care of God&#8217;s servant David\u2026&nbsp; under the care of a restored monarchy\u2026&nbsp; a restored monarchy which finds its fullest expression in Jesus\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But the Pharisees didn&#8217;t quite get it\u2026&nbsp; they thought of themselves as the shepherds\u2026&nbsp; even though they just drove out the man whose sight was restored by Jesus\u2026&nbsp; they demonstrated that they didn&#8217;t have the flock&#8217;s best interest at heart\u2026&nbsp; but it was Jesus\u2026&nbsp; whose healing of the blind man showed him to be the shepherd\u2026&nbsp; who comes to the flock\u2026&nbsp; and to whom the sheep respond\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But Jesus is concerned\u2026&nbsp; even at night\u2026&nbsp; even when we&#8217;re in the safety of the sheepfold\u2026&nbsp; in a place of sanctuary and rest\u2026&nbsp; there is potential danger\u2026&nbsp; thieves may break in and steal\u2026&nbsp; may destroy and kill\u2026&nbsp; may whisper that our Easter hope is misguided\u2026&nbsp; that we&#8217;re following blindly\u2026&nbsp; that death will have the final word\u2026&nbsp; some thieves just stand outside the sheepfold and tell us that our shelter is a prison and that we\u2019d be better off leaving our false sense of security behind\u2026&nbsp; that there must be an easier path to transcendence\u2026&nbsp; without all the work and bother and uncertainty of transformation\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The Rev. Cole Gruberth wrote&#8230; <em>In the end\u2026&nbsp; our only wisdom is to know our shepherd\u2019s voice. Our one skill as sheep is to listen\u2026&nbsp; to listen from the deep place in which we recognize that Jesus doesn\u2019t call us to become something different\u2026&nbsp; but calls us to grow into who we truly are\u2026&nbsp; and whose we truly are<\/em>\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So let&#8217;s listen more closely to our shepherd\u2026&nbsp; who calls us by name\u2026&nbsp; and trust our gut\u2026&nbsp; to know that although we&#8217;re members of one body each one of us is also unique\u2026&nbsp; to know that we&#8217;re invited through the gate into holy relationship and communion\u2026&nbsp; and to know the voice we hear in this fragile world in which we live\u2026&nbsp; and know it so well\u2026&nbsp; that when we hear it\u2026&nbsp; we immediately turn our heads\u2026&nbsp; and our hearts\u2026 &nbsp;in its direction\u2026&nbsp; and let ourselves be found\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Year A&nbsp;Acts 2:42-47&nbsp;Psalm 23&nbsp;1 Peter 2:19-25&nbsp;John 10:1-10 May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026 A gatekeeper is a person who controls access to something\u2026&nbsp; for example\u2026&nbsp; someone who allows or denies access to an ancient city\u2026&nbsp; or a bouncer at a nightclub\u2026&nbsp; or more abstractly\u2026&nbsp; some who controls access to a category\u2026&nbsp; like whether or not you&#8217;re a member\u2026&nbsp; gatekeepers determine who&#8217;s in\u2026&nbsp; and who&#8217;s out\u2026&nbsp; and there are gatekeepers at places like Children&#8217;s Hospital\u2026&nbsp; sometimes called Security\u2026&nbsp; there are TSA gates at the airport before you get to your gate\u2026&nbsp; there&#8217;s the Gateway to the West in St. Louis\u2026&nbsp; there are horses lining up at the gate\u2026&nbsp; in many ways our elected officials are gateways to the federal government\u2026&nbsp; in many denominations\u2026&nbsp; in many parishes\u2026&nbsp; baptism is the gate though which we must pass in order to get to another kind of gate\u2026&nbsp; the altar rail\u2026&nbsp; and Jesus is the gate to the Father\u2026&nbsp; to the Kingdom of God\u2026&nbsp; and to eternal and abundant life\u2026&nbsp; and calling someone by name is a gateway to relationship\u2026&nbsp; I think I&#8217;ve told the story before\u2026&nbsp; about how when my former wife was pregnant\u2026&nbsp; I spoke to our daughter\u2026&nbsp; called her by name\u2026&nbsp; told her stories\u2026&nbsp; played music for her\u2026&nbsp; told her that she was already our beloved\u2026&nbsp; in a small way\u2026 &nbsp;I had called my own\u2026&nbsp; and within minutes of her birth\u2026&nbsp; the very first time she heard me speak\u2026&nbsp; she immediately turned her head in the direction of my voice\u2026&nbsp; she knew it&#8217;s sound\u2026 Today&#8217;s Gospel makes us yearn to hear God&#8217;s voice in this way too\u2026&nbsp; we want God to speak directly to us\u2026&nbsp; for God&#8217;s face to be close to ours\u2026&nbsp; we want God to speak to us from a burning bush\u2026&nbsp; we want God to speak to us from the clouds\u2026&nbsp; even though some will say it was just thunder\u2026&nbsp; &nbsp;we want our eardrums to vibrate with the melody of God&#8217;s love song\u2026 &nbsp;and we want God&#8217;s ear to be close to our mouths\u2026&nbsp; we want to be the beloved sheep\u2026&nbsp; the one God will come looking for when we get lost\u2026&nbsp; and the truth is\u2026 &nbsp;we are\u2026&nbsp; ] in spite of what the world sometimes says\u2026&nbsp; we know that deep in our souls\u2026 &nbsp;but we are like sheep\u2026&nbsp; and sheep are wanderers by nature\u2026&nbsp; they&#8217;re curious\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s why they get lost and why shepherds need to go find them\u2026&nbsp; And one of the ways we get lost\u2026&nbsp; is when we pay more attention to voices other than the still small voice of God within us\u2026&nbsp; when we believe judgment more than we believe forgiveness\u2026&nbsp; when we believe the voices of the world which yell curses\u2026&nbsp; more than that we are God&#8217;s beloved in whom God is well pleased&#8230;&nbsp; And although we generally dislike the idea of having a shepherd looking over our shoulder\u2026&nbsp; no matter how grown up we think we are\u2026&nbsp; we continue to need God&#8217;s guidance\u2026&nbsp; no matter how much we like our independence\u2026&nbsp; we can&#8217;t do it alone\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s why we have community\u2026&nbsp; ] but we do have free will\u2026 &nbsp;and sheep do not\u2026&nbsp; we have the blessing and the challenge of free will\u2026 Almost twenty years ago\u2026&nbsp; when I was taking Education for Ministry\u2026&nbsp; an idea came to me\u2026&nbsp; it may sound a bit radical\u2026 &nbsp;but it&#8217;s based on the Hebrew name Emmanuel\u2026&nbsp; God with us\u2026&nbsp; and I call the idea Spiritual Anarchy\u2026&nbsp; it means that deep within us\u2026&nbsp; we already know what we need for healing and wholeness\u2026&nbsp; that we already have some sense of God&#8217;s truth for our lives\u2026&nbsp; but sometimes it can take YEARS for us to name what we need\u2026&nbsp; 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