{"id":1613,"date":"2022-05-22T09:30:00","date_gmt":"2022-05-22T13:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/?p=1613"},"modified":"2022-05-23T14:44:24","modified_gmt":"2022-05-23T18:44:24","slug":"there-and-back-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/index.php\/2022\/05\/22\/there-and-back-again\/","title":{"rendered":"There and Back Again"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Year C<br>\u00a0Acts 16:9-15<br>\u00a0Psalm 67<br>\u00a0Revelation 21:10, 22-22:5<br>\u00a0John 14:23-29<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When a baby is born\u2026&nbsp; they experience themselves as indistinguishable from their mother\u2026&nbsp; they have no awareness that they&#8217;re a separate human being\u2026&nbsp; especially when they&#8217;re looking into their mother&#8217;s eyes\u2026&nbsp; often while being fed\u2026&nbsp; and it&#8217;s in this mirroring\u2026&nbsp; that they begin to form a sense of self-worth and identity\u2026&nbsp; and as infants develop\u2026&nbsp; they begin to differentiate\u2026&nbsp; to gradually become aware of their separateness\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s why I label the so-called Terrible Twos\u2026&nbsp; the Terrific Twos\u2026&nbsp; because these toddlers are becoming their own people\u2026&nbsp; learning to learn how to set their own boundaries\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I was a child\u2026&nbsp; my father would sometimes set a boundary for me\u2026&nbsp; set a limit\u2026&nbsp; tell me what to do\u2026&nbsp; or what not to do\u2026&nbsp; and sometimes I asked &#8220;Why\u2026 &#8221; and sometimes he&#8217;d explain in ways I could understand\u2026&nbsp; and sometimes he just said\u2026&nbsp; <em>Because I said so<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; <em>and you&#8217;ll be a happier little boy when you do as I say<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and this guidance sometimes felt like nothing less than interference\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And many of us continue\u2026&nbsp; into our teenage years&#8230;&nbsp; resisting this authority\u2026&nbsp; we don&#8217;t want our sense of agency to be challenged\u2026&nbsp; but then we sometimes also want to hold authority accountable for our actions\u2026&nbsp; for example\u2026&nbsp; those in the military can say they were &#8220;just following orders&#8221;\u2026&nbsp; others can say\u2026&nbsp; <em>well\u2026&nbsp; so and so told me to do it<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and we might remember that famous line from Genesis\u2026&nbsp; <em>She did give to me and I did eat<\/em>\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And now\u2026&nbsp; not only individually but collectively\u2026&nbsp; we continue to be in a time of transition\u2026&nbsp; we continue to struggle in many different ways\u2026&nbsp; and on many different levels\u2026&nbsp; figuring out who we ought to listen to\u2026&nbsp; and what is authoritative in our lives\u2026&nbsp; who and what to believe\u2026&nbsp; what&#8217;s true\u2026&nbsp; and what&#8217;s a lie\u2026&nbsp; figuring out what serves only a few\u2026&nbsp; and what serves the many\u2026&nbsp; figuring out how to be neighbors to each other\u2026&nbsp; and our reading from Revelation tells us that no one who practices falsehood will be able to be a part of the beloved community\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But sometimes\u2026&nbsp; some of us\u2026&nbsp; diminish\u2026&nbsp; or attack\u2026&nbsp; or kill our neighbors\u2026&nbsp; as happened in the recent mass shooting at the Tops Grocery store in Buffalo, New York\u2026&nbsp; because they&#8217;ve collectively come to believe the lies of white supremacy\u2026&nbsp; you see\u2026&nbsp; we came to this country looking for liberty\u2026&nbsp; but brought slavery\u2026&nbsp; and there are those who want to continue to believe that they are better than people of color\u2026&nbsp; and they have chanted\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; You Will Not Replace Us\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; or Jews Will Not Replace Us\u2026&nbsp; as demonstrators did several summers ago at the Unite the Right rally in Charlottesville, Virginia\u2026&nbsp; and let me be clear\u2026&nbsp; these are not Gospel values\u2026&nbsp; and for any of our elected leaders to remain silent in their aftermath\u2026&nbsp; or to minimize their egregious nature\u2026&nbsp; is to be complicit in their actions\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Our Gospel reading today began with v. 23\u2026&nbsp; but in v. 22\u2026&nbsp; Judas\u2026&nbsp; asks Jesus\u2026&nbsp; <em>Lord\u2026&nbsp; how is it that you will reveal yourself to us\u2026&nbsp; and not to the world\u2026<\/em>&nbsp; and in response\u2026&nbsp; Jesus makes a monumental distinction\u2026&nbsp; he says\u2026&nbsp; my own Peace I give to you\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not the peace that the world gives\u2026&nbsp; the peace that the world gives is temporary\u2026&nbsp; inconsistent\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s variable\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s dependent on changing conditions\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s as easily broken as cease-fires are\u2026&nbsp; it comes and goes as dictators rise and fall\u2026&nbsp; as individuals or groups vie for power and control\u2026&nbsp; or try to make a name for themselves\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s why one of the Beatitudes says\u2026&nbsp; Blessed are those who support God&#8217;s Peace\u2026&nbsp; for they shall be called God&#8217;s Children\u2026&nbsp; and the Peace that God gives\u2026&nbsp; is a peace which passes understanding\u2026&nbsp; it transcends human-made words and phrases\u2026&nbsp; it comes not from understanding intellectually\u2026&nbsp; but from experiencing that in spite of any external events or lack of them\u2026&nbsp; that whatever chaos is swirling around us\u2026&nbsp; we are grounded in the silence of God&#8217;s presence\u2026&nbsp; that our identity is rooted in the Ground of Being\u2026&nbsp; that we remain unshakable\u2026&nbsp; because God&#8217;s promise is not place\u2026&nbsp; but presence\u2026&nbsp; and God&#8217;s face looks like hospitality\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In fact\u2026&nbsp; Jesus says\u2026&nbsp; those who keep my word will be loved by the Father\u2026&nbsp; and we will make our home with them\u2026&nbsp; and the Greek word that&#8217;s translated as home\u2026&nbsp; is <em>meno<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; but <em>meno<\/em> also means to abide\u2026&nbsp; and this verse echoes Ch. 1:14 of John&#8217;s Gospel which says\u2026&nbsp; <em>And the Word became flesh and <u>dwelt<\/u> among us<\/em>\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; or lived among us\u2026&nbsp; depending on which translation you use\u2026&nbsp; but the Greek word from which dwelt and lived comes\u2026&nbsp; also means to abide\u2026&nbsp; it also means tabernacled\u2026&nbsp; it also means to pitch a tent\u2026&nbsp; <em>And the Word became flesh and pitched a tent among us\u2026<\/em> and it makes some sense\u2026&nbsp; that when a nomadic people pitched a tent\u2026&nbsp; it meant they were going to be there for a while\u2026&nbsp; and what Jesus tells them is a continuation of what Jesus said to Nicodemus earlier in John&#8217;s Gospel about needing to be born of the Spirit\u2026&nbsp; Jesus says\u2026&nbsp; the Father and I will abide forever with those who keep not my Word\u2026&nbsp; but the Word of him who sent me\u2026&nbsp; but the way we&#8217;re going to do it\u2026&nbsp; is that I&#8217;m going to go away\u2026&nbsp; and send an Advocate\u2026&nbsp; the Holy Spirit\u2026&nbsp; whom the Father will send in my name\u2026&nbsp; and the Spirit will teach you everything\u2026&nbsp; and remind you about everything that I have said\u2026&nbsp; it sounds to me like God&#8217;s Law written on our hearts\u2026&nbsp; when intuition and revelation become as common as common sense\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fr. John Meulendyk wrote\u2026&nbsp; perhaps we really don\u2019t understand Spirit\u2026 &nbsp;or more importantly\u2026&nbsp; how deeply frightened we are of how the Spirit might move in our lives if we allow her\u2026&nbsp; in actuality\u2026&nbsp; the Spirit exposes our deepest fears\u2026&nbsp; and longings\u2026&nbsp; &nbsp;and desires\u2026&nbsp; and at the same time\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; opens up a way for us to heal from what frightens us\u2026&nbsp; and what frightens us the most on a spiritual level is the fear that we are alone\u2026&nbsp; so we become&nbsp;preoccupied with ourselves\u2026&nbsp; preoccupied with our ideas about ourselves\u2026&nbsp; our opinions about ourselves\u2026&nbsp; and preoccupied by what we think other people think about us\u2026&nbsp; we cut off our relationship with God because we think that God couldn\u2019t really accept us just as we are\u2026&nbsp; so we try to find affirmation in another place\u2026&nbsp; person\u2026&nbsp; &nbsp;job\u2026&nbsp; &nbsp;or even in addiction\u2026&nbsp; but the Holy Spirit breaks apart that falsehood\u2026&nbsp; it\u2019s like a butter churn where the paddle goes back and forth\u2026&nbsp; instead of up and down\u2026&nbsp; and sometimes our lives are like this\u2026&nbsp; we may take five steps forward and then slide back three\u2026&nbsp; and it can be discouraging until we realize that we&#8217;re not moving forward toward perfection\u2026&nbsp; but are making butter\u2026&nbsp; and that there&#8217;s a qualitative wisdom in this honest\u2026&nbsp; humble\u2026&nbsp; and vulnerable way of walking through our own life\u2026&nbsp; when we notice that we&#8217;re doing it in a community of people who are doing the very same thing\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When a baby is born\u2026&nbsp; they experience themselves as indistinguishable from their mother\u2026&nbsp; and as they develop\u2026&nbsp; they begin to differentiate\u2026&nbsp; but that&#8217;s only the first half of the story\u2026&nbsp; the second half of the story is about our journey towards re-unification\u2026 not as Nicodemus wondered about entering the womb again\u2026&nbsp; but so that we can experience the same unity with our heavenly parent that Jesus experienced\u2026&nbsp; and then we&#8217;ll wonder why we didn&#8217;t let go of the grip we had on our puffed-up sense of autonomy\u2026&nbsp; in favor of the Spirit&#8217;s loving guidance\u2026&nbsp; that much sooner\u2026&nbsp; since as my Dad might have said\u2026&nbsp; we&#8217;d have been happier children\u2026&nbsp; if we had just listened to the Spirit that much sooner\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Year C\u00a0Acts 16:9-15\u00a0Psalm 67\u00a0Revelation 21:10, 22-22:5\u00a0John 14:23-29 May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026 When a baby is born\u2026&nbsp; they experience themselves as indistinguishable from their mother\u2026&nbsp; they have no awareness that they&#8217;re a separate human being\u2026&nbsp; especially when they&#8217;re looking into their mother&#8217;s eyes\u2026&nbsp; often while being fed\u2026&nbsp; and it&#8217;s in this mirroring\u2026&nbsp; that they begin to form a sense of self-worth and identity\u2026&nbsp; and as infants develop\u2026&nbsp; they begin to differentiate\u2026&nbsp; to gradually become aware of their separateness\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s why I label the so-called Terrible Twos\u2026&nbsp; the Terrific Twos\u2026&nbsp; because these toddlers are becoming their own people\u2026&nbsp; learning to learn how to set their own boundaries\u2026 When I was a child\u2026&nbsp; my father would sometimes set a boundary for me\u2026&nbsp; set a limit\u2026&nbsp; tell me what to do\u2026&nbsp; or what not to do\u2026&nbsp; and sometimes I asked &#8220;Why\u2026 &#8221; and sometimes he&#8217;d explain in ways I could understand\u2026&nbsp; and sometimes he just said\u2026&nbsp; Because I said so\u2026&nbsp; and you&#8217;ll be a happier little boy when you do as I say\u2026&nbsp; and this guidance sometimes felt like nothing less than interference\u2026&nbsp; And many of us continue\u2026&nbsp; into our teenage years&#8230;&nbsp; resisting this authority\u2026&nbsp; we don&#8217;t want our sense of agency to be challenged\u2026&nbsp; but then we sometimes also want to hold authority accountable for our actions\u2026&nbsp; for example\u2026&nbsp; those in the military can say they were &#8220;just following orders&#8221;\u2026&nbsp; others can say\u2026&nbsp; well\u2026&nbsp; so and so told me to do it\u2026&nbsp; and we might remember that famous line from Genesis\u2026&nbsp; She did give to me and I did eat\u2026 And now\u2026&nbsp; not only individually but collectively\u2026&nbsp; we continue to be in a time of transition\u2026&nbsp; we continue to struggle in many different ways\u2026&nbsp; and on many different levels\u2026&nbsp; figuring out who we ought to listen to\u2026&nbsp; and what is authoritative in our lives\u2026&nbsp; who and what to believe\u2026&nbsp; what&#8217;s true\u2026&nbsp; and what&#8217;s a lie\u2026&nbsp; figuring out what serves only a few\u2026&nbsp; and what serves the many\u2026&nbsp; figuring out how to be neighbors to each other\u2026&nbsp; and our reading from Revelation tells us that no one who practices falsehood will be able to be a part of the beloved community\u2026 But sometimes\u2026&nbsp; some of us\u2026&nbsp; diminish\u2026&nbsp; or attack\u2026&nbsp; or kill our neighbors\u2026&nbsp; as happened in the recent mass shooting at the Tops Grocery store in Buffalo, New York\u2026&nbsp; because they&#8217;ve collectively come to believe the lies of white supremacy\u2026&nbsp; you see\u2026&nbsp; we came to this country looking for liberty\u2026&nbsp; but brought slavery\u2026&nbsp; and there are those who want to continue to believe that they are better than people of color\u2026&nbsp; and they have chanted\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; You Will Not Replace Us\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; or Jews Will Not Replace Us\u2026&nbsp; as demonstrators did several summers ago at the Unite the Right rally in Charlottesville, Virginia\u2026&nbsp; and let me be clear\u2026&nbsp; these are not Gospel values\u2026&nbsp; and for any of our elected leaders to remain silent in their aftermath\u2026&nbsp; or to minimize their egregious nature\u2026&nbsp; is to be complicit in their actions\u2026 Our Gospel reading today began with v. 23\u2026&nbsp; but in v. 22\u2026&nbsp; Judas\u2026&nbsp; asks Jesus\u2026&nbsp; Lord\u2026&nbsp; how is it that you will reveal yourself to us\u2026&nbsp; and not to the world\u2026&nbsp; and in response\u2026&nbsp; Jesus makes a monumental distinction\u2026&nbsp; he says\u2026&nbsp; my own Peace I give to you\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s not the peace that the world gives\u2026&nbsp; the peace that the world gives is temporary\u2026&nbsp; inconsistent\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s variable\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s dependent on changing conditions\u2026&nbsp; it&#8217;s as easily broken as cease-fires are\u2026&nbsp; it comes and goes as dictators rise and fall\u2026&nbsp; as individuals or groups vie for power and control\u2026&nbsp; or try to make a name for themselves\u2026&nbsp; that&#8217;s why one of the Beatitudes says\u2026&nbsp; 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and this verse echoes Ch. 1:14 of John&#8217;s Gospel which says\u2026&nbsp; And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; or lived among us\u2026&nbsp; depending on which translation you use\u2026&nbsp; but the Greek word from which dwelt and lived comes\u2026&nbsp; also means to abide\u2026&nbsp; it also means tabernacled\u2026&nbsp; it also means to pitch a tent\u2026&nbsp; And the Word became flesh and pitched a tent among us\u2026 and it makes some sense\u2026&nbsp; that when a nomadic people pitched a tent\u2026&nbsp; it meant they were going to be there for a while\u2026&nbsp; and what Jesus tells them is a continuation of what Jesus said to Nicodemus earlier in John&#8217;s Gospel about needing to be born of the Spirit\u2026&nbsp; Jesus says\u2026&nbsp; the Father and I will abide forever with those who keep not my Word\u2026&nbsp; but the Word of him who sent me\u2026&nbsp; but the way we&#8217;re going to do it\u2026&nbsp; is that I&#8217;m going to go away\u2026&nbsp; 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