{"id":1573,"date":"2022-04-15T12:20:00","date_gmt":"2022-04-15T16:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/?p=1573"},"modified":"2022-04-16T14:35:36","modified_gmt":"2022-04-16T18:35:36","slug":"even-if-our-voices-shake","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/twochurches.org\/index.php\/2022\/04\/15\/even-if-our-voices-shake\/","title":{"rendered":"Even If Our Voices Shake"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Good Friday &#8211; Year C<br>&nbsp;Isaiah 52:13-53:12<br>&nbsp;Psalm 22<br>&nbsp;Hebrews 10:16-25<br>&nbsp;John 18:1-19:42<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Death is ever present\u2026&nbsp; it is unavoidable\u2026&nbsp; it is never to be sought out\u2026&nbsp; but sooner or later\u2026&nbsp; death comes for us\u2026&nbsp; I mean\u2026&nbsp; I&#8217;m a <em>L&#8217;Chayim<\/em> \u2026&nbsp; to life\u2026&nbsp; kind of guy\u2026&nbsp; life is good\u2026&nbsp; God said so in Genesis\u2026&nbsp; but after the eyes of the first people had been opened\u2026&nbsp; after they had eaten of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil\u2026&nbsp; which means that we had become moral creatures\u2026&nbsp; God had a moment\u2026&nbsp; because neither of the two creation stories indicates that we were created to be immortal\u2026&nbsp; Ch. 3:19\u2026&nbsp; says that Adam will return to the ground from which he was taken\u2026&nbsp; no\u2026&nbsp; immortality was never on the table\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But in Ch. 3:22\u2026&nbsp; while we don&#8217;t know to whom God is speaking\u2026&nbsp; God says\u2026&nbsp; <em>Now that the man has become like one of us\u2026&nbsp; knowing good and evil\u2026 &nbsp;what if he should stretch out his hand and take also from the Tree of Life\u2026 &nbsp;and eat\u2026&nbsp; and live forever\u2026<\/em>&nbsp; and that&#8217;s why\u2026&nbsp; however we understand it\u2026&nbsp; humanity was banished from the Garden\u2026&nbsp; and cherubim were placed on its eastern border\u2026&nbsp; to protect the Tree of Life\u2026&nbsp; no\u2026&nbsp; according to this account in Genesis\u2026&nbsp; we were never intended to live forever\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And yet\u2026&nbsp; even as we know this\u2026&nbsp; even as we believe it\u2026&nbsp; even when it&#8217;s our experience\u2026&nbsp; we resist it\u2026&nbsp; we rebel against it\u2026&nbsp; I know from my own experience\u2026&nbsp; and from that of others\u2026&nbsp; that even when we know that death is coming\u2026&nbsp; even when it&#8217;s imminent\u2026&nbsp; even when it happens\u2026&nbsp; there is disbelief\u2026&nbsp; we say\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; <em>I can&#8217;t believe this is happening<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and we can know all of this\u2026&nbsp; but that doesn&#8217;t mean that we&#8217;re ready for it\u2026&nbsp; how could we be\u2026&nbsp; as Pastor Michael Fick wrote\u2026&nbsp; when someone dies\u2026 we may be faced with the complex work of defining our relationship to that person\u2026&nbsp; and we may experience a strong mix of love\u2026&nbsp; regret\u2026&nbsp; sadness\u2026&nbsp; hope\u2026&nbsp; and [ if that person had been sick and in pain\u2026&nbsp; maybe even some ] relief\u2026&nbsp; but often\u2026&nbsp; the dominant emotion we feel\u2026&nbsp; is grief\u2026&nbsp; and we grieve because we love\u2026&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>On March 20\u2026&nbsp; in our reading from Exodus\u2026&nbsp; God tells Moses to tell the Israelites that\u2026&nbsp; <em>I AM has sent me to you<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and we may sometimes hear God&#8217;s name as <em>I AM becoming who I AM becoming<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; this is the same I AM in John 8:58\u2026 when Jesus said\u2026 <em>before Abraham was\u2026 I AM<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and in today\u2019s Gospel passage in Ch. 18:5 which is translated as\u2026 &nbsp;I AM he\u2026 Jesus actually only said\u2026 &nbsp;<em>I AM<\/em>\u2026 and 600 Roman soldiers fell to the ground\u2026&nbsp; and a few verses later\u2026&nbsp; in 18:17 and 18:25 Peter denies Jesus by simply adding the word not to the same form of the verb\u2026&nbsp; so what Peter is saying\u2026&nbsp; is that he is not becoming who Jesus invites him to become\u2026&nbsp; when Peter says <em>I am not<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; his voice becomes our voice every time we choose to not become who God invites us to become\u2026&nbsp; even though that becoming can be difficult and disturbing\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For the last few weeks\u2026&nbsp; news shows have preceded certain videos from Ukraine\u2026&nbsp; with a warning\u2026 &nbsp;<em>What you&#8217;re about to see is graphic and disturbing<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; and it is\u2026&nbsp; and I&#8217;m inclined to look away so I don&#8217;t have to see apartments and homes in rubble\u2026&nbsp; blood stained pavement\u2026&nbsp; children with missing limbs\u2026&nbsp; bodies lying in the streets\u2026&nbsp; and hear stories of rape and torture\u2026&nbsp; but if\u2026&nbsp; the world over\u2026&nbsp; we don&#8217;t look at the travesty that&#8217;s being visited on an innocent people\u2026&nbsp; our collective outrage will be insufficient to stop it quickly enough\u2026 we are all in this together\u2026&nbsp; not looking makes it easier to do nothing\u2026&nbsp; my Lutheran bishop even said that not looking is unfaithful\u2026&nbsp; and in this\u2026&nbsp; we&#8217;re just like Peter\u2026&nbsp; denying we know Jesus\u2026&nbsp; denying that collectively\u2026&nbsp; we&#8217;re somehow complicit in all the places where the lust for power fosters tyranny and war\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And when in one moment\u2026&nbsp; we say\u2026&nbsp; Hosanna\u2026&nbsp; which means&#8230;&nbsp; save or rescue us\u2026&nbsp; and in the next\u2026&nbsp; we shout <em>Crucify him\u2026<\/em>&nbsp; I wonder what part we play in preventing the light of Christ from shining\u2026&nbsp; and I wonder\u2026&nbsp; if we don&#8217;t take a long hard look at the ugliness of the cross\u2026&nbsp; how can we truly appreciate the glory of Easter\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tonight\u2026\u00a0 all over the world\u2026\u00a0 Jews will be celebrating Passover\u2026\u00a0 at their seders\u00a0they&#8217;ll ask:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why is this night different from all other nights\u2026 they&#8217;ll recall their Exodus from 400 years of slavery in Egypt&#8230;&nbsp; they&#8217;ll look forward with hope to new lives of peace\u2026&nbsp; and as they prepare\u2026&nbsp; they&#8217;ll set a place at table for Elijah\u2026&nbsp; table service for someone just in case they come\u2026&nbsp; for someone they hope comes\u2026&nbsp; the hope that God will make all things new\u2026&nbsp; and this hope comes from the prophet Malachi in Ch. 4:5 which says\u2026&nbsp; <em>I will send you the prophet Elijah before the great and terrible day of the LORD comes<\/em>\u2026&nbsp; great because it means fulfillment\u2026 &nbsp;terrible because it means change\u2026 becoming who we are becoming\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And much of that hope\u2026&nbsp; is rooted in the goodness of creation\u2026&nbsp; we are called to <em>speak the truth\u2026 &nbsp;even if our voices shake<\/em>\u2026 &nbsp;and many of us know that speaking the truth can be dangerous\u2026 . it can lead to being shunned&#8230;&nbsp; to getting fired\u2026&nbsp; or attacked\u2026&nbsp; or even killed\u2026&nbsp; when we stand on the balcony\u2026&nbsp; as so many of us have\u2026&nbsp; and speak truth\u2026&nbsp; like Martin Luther King, Jr. did\u2026&nbsp; perhaps like Patrick Lyoya did\u2026&nbsp; and disrupt the power structures that keep the <em>status quo<\/em> of haves and have nots\u2026 &nbsp;or challenge the false selves in which so much has been invested&#8230; or fail to break down the barriers which divide us at so great a cost\u2026&nbsp; it can cost us our lives in one way or another\u2026&nbsp; it cost Jesus his\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Chaplain David Keck wrote\u2026&nbsp; the Gospel text is full of people who are certain of themselves\u2026 or who put on a show of being certain\u2026 &nbsp;they were certain that entering the Roman headquarters would defile a devout Jew\u2026 yet\u2026 handing the Word of God over to death does not\u2026 &nbsp;because Jesus was pointing us toward God\u2019s solidarity with the vulnerable and suffering throughout all of creation\u2026&nbsp; and Jesus is inviting us to become that\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So why will this night be different from all other nights\u2026&nbsp; for us\u2026 &nbsp;this is the night\u2026&nbsp; that out of love for all creation\u2026&nbsp; God in Christ freed us from anything that enslaves\u2026&nbsp; constrains\u2026&nbsp; or limits us\u2026&nbsp; so that each of us can die to our false selves\u2026&nbsp; and can become who we are becoming\u2026&nbsp; and we believe implicitly\u2026&nbsp; that the truth of resurrection\u2026&nbsp; and the hope\u2026&nbsp; not of immortality\u2026&nbsp; not of living one moment after another without end\u2026&nbsp; but of eternal life in Christ\u2026&nbsp; which is beyond time and space\u2026&nbsp; ends our grief\u2026&nbsp; because we will experience God&#8217;s love fully\u2026&nbsp; without end\u2026&nbsp; and without measure\u2026 &nbsp;and this speaks louder to our hearts\u2026&nbsp; than the lies of fear and division speak to our heads\u2026&nbsp; but Holy God\u2026&nbsp; please make it so\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Good Friday &#8211; Year C&nbsp;Isaiah 52:13-53:12&nbsp;Psalm 22&nbsp;Hebrews 10:16-25&nbsp;John 18:1-19:42 May the words of my mouth O God\u2026&nbsp; speak your truth\u2026 Death is ever present\u2026&nbsp; it is unavoidable\u2026&nbsp; it is never to be sought out\u2026&nbsp; but sooner or later\u2026&nbsp; death comes for us\u2026&nbsp; I mean\u2026&nbsp; I&#8217;m a L&#8217;Chayim \u2026&nbsp; to life\u2026&nbsp; kind of guy\u2026&nbsp; life is good\u2026&nbsp; God said so in Genesis\u2026&nbsp; but after the eyes of the first people had been opened\u2026&nbsp; after they had eaten of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil\u2026&nbsp; which means that we had become moral creatures\u2026&nbsp; God had a moment\u2026&nbsp; because neither of the two creation stories indicates that we were created to be immortal\u2026&nbsp; Ch. 3:19\u2026&nbsp; says that Adam will return to the ground from which he was taken\u2026&nbsp; no\u2026&nbsp; immortality was never on the table\u2026 But in Ch. 3:22\u2026&nbsp; while we don&#8217;t know to whom God is speaking\u2026&nbsp; God says\u2026&nbsp; Now that the man has become like one of us\u2026&nbsp; knowing good and evil\u2026 &nbsp;what if he should stretch out his hand and take also from the Tree of Life\u2026 &nbsp;and eat\u2026&nbsp; and live forever\u2026&nbsp; and that&#8217;s why\u2026&nbsp; however we understand it\u2026&nbsp; humanity was banished from the Garden\u2026&nbsp; and cherubim were placed on its eastern border\u2026&nbsp; to protect the Tree of Life\u2026&nbsp; no\u2026&nbsp; according to this account in Genesis\u2026&nbsp; we were never intended to live forever\u2026 And yet\u2026&nbsp; even as we know this\u2026&nbsp; even as we believe it\u2026&nbsp; even when it&#8217;s our experience\u2026&nbsp; we resist it\u2026&nbsp; we rebel against it\u2026&nbsp; I know from my own experience\u2026&nbsp; and from that of others\u2026&nbsp; that even when we know that death is coming\u2026&nbsp; even when it&#8217;s imminent\u2026&nbsp; even when it happens\u2026&nbsp; there is disbelief\u2026&nbsp; we say\u2026&nbsp;&nbsp; I can&#8217;t believe this is happening\u2026&nbsp; and we can know all of this\u2026&nbsp; but that doesn&#8217;t mean that we&#8217;re ready for it\u2026&nbsp; how could we be\u2026&nbsp; as Pastor Michael Fick wrote\u2026&nbsp; when someone dies\u2026 we may be faced with the complex work of defining our relationship to that person\u2026&nbsp; and we may experience a strong mix of love\u2026&nbsp; regret\u2026&nbsp; sadness\u2026&nbsp; hope\u2026&nbsp; and [ if that person had been sick and in pain\u2026&nbsp; maybe even some ] relief\u2026&nbsp; but often\u2026&nbsp; the dominant emotion we feel\u2026&nbsp; is grief\u2026&nbsp; and we grieve because we love\u2026&nbsp; On March 20\u2026&nbsp; in our reading from Exodus\u2026&nbsp; God tells Moses to tell the Israelites that\u2026&nbsp; I AM has sent me to you\u2026&nbsp; and we may sometimes hear God&#8217;s name as I AM becoming who I AM becoming\u2026&nbsp; this is the same I AM in John 8:58\u2026 when Jesus said\u2026 before Abraham was\u2026 I AM\u2026&nbsp; and in today\u2019s Gospel passage in Ch. 18:5 which is translated as\u2026 &nbsp;I AM he\u2026 Jesus actually only said\u2026 &nbsp;I AM\u2026 and 600 Roman soldiers fell to the ground\u2026&nbsp; and a few verses later\u2026&nbsp; in 18:17 and 18:25 Peter denies Jesus by simply adding the word not to the same form of the verb\u2026&nbsp; so what Peter is saying\u2026&nbsp; is that he is not becoming who Jesus invites him to become\u2026&nbsp; when Peter says I am not\u2026&nbsp; his voice becomes our voice every time we choose to not become who God invites us to become\u2026&nbsp; even though that becoming can be difficult and disturbing\u2026 For the last few weeks\u2026&nbsp; news shows have preceded certain videos from Ukraine\u2026&nbsp; with a warning\u2026 &nbsp;What you&#8217;re about to see is graphic and disturbing\u2026&nbsp; and it is\u2026&nbsp; and I&#8217;m inclined to look away so I don&#8217;t have to see apartments and homes in rubble\u2026&nbsp; blood stained pavement\u2026&nbsp; children with missing limbs\u2026&nbsp; bodies lying in the streets\u2026&nbsp; and hear stories of rape and torture\u2026&nbsp; but if\u2026&nbsp; the world over\u2026&nbsp; we don&#8217;t look at the travesty that&#8217;s being visited on an innocent people\u2026&nbsp; our collective outrage will be insufficient to stop it quickly enough\u2026 we are all in this together\u2026&nbsp; not looking makes it easier to do nothing\u2026&nbsp; my Lutheran bishop even said that not looking is unfaithful\u2026&nbsp; and in this\u2026&nbsp; we&#8217;re just like Peter\u2026&nbsp; denying we know Jesus\u2026&nbsp; denying that collectively\u2026&nbsp; we&#8217;re somehow complicit in all the places where the lust for power fosters tyranny and war\u2026 And when in one moment\u2026&nbsp; we say\u2026&nbsp; Hosanna\u2026&nbsp; which means&#8230;&nbsp; save or rescue us\u2026&nbsp; and in the next\u2026&nbsp; we shout Crucify him\u2026&nbsp; I wonder what part we play in preventing the light of Christ from shining\u2026&nbsp; and I wonder\u2026&nbsp; if we don&#8217;t take a long hard look at the ugliness of the cross\u2026&nbsp; how can we truly appreciate the glory of Easter\u2026 Tonight\u2026\u00a0 all over the world\u2026\u00a0 Jews will be celebrating Passover\u2026\u00a0 at their seders\u00a0they&#8217;ll ask: Why is this night different from all other nights\u2026 they&#8217;ll recall their Exodus from 400 years of slavery in Egypt&#8230;&nbsp; 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